Fedddddy

Never

2011-03-30T20:48:00.000-07:00

To my lovely Princess,

Congrats, We made it this far, and i know it wasn't on just holding out and staying for the sake of staying, we moulded our love into what it is today.
I have always appreciated you, always taken care of you,because you are so important to me.
Everytime i am down, you will try all means and ways to make me smile again. do you know how much that means to me? it means everything. and sometimes i can tell you are really unhappy, i will do exactly anything to just lighten your mood by a bit.

When we move on to different schools in a few weeks time, i will miss you very very dearly...even on the first day itself, but i wont stop thinking of you for even one second.

i want to refresh my pinkys with you and make every effort to keep them.

2011-03-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

It breaks my heart to hear you cry like that.

Faith

2011-02-21T06:16:00.000-08:00

I hope my smile makes your day a lot better.
I hope my voice makes your mood a lot more relaxed
I hope my laughter makes your head a bit lighter
I hope my hug will make you a lot more lighter
I hope my kiss will take you higher
I hope my dreams will make us forever.

Have faith, be strong. You always have me.

Forgive Me

2011-01-03T07:14:00.001-08:00

I sometimes darent say certain things, from this day onwards, i will keep to my promises. i'll swear it all over again. somehow you came and changed my entire life

Its aching. =( i wish you were here right now.

Four you my Sweetheart

2010-12-29T23:15:00.000-08:00

Happy 4th monthsary my sweet.
how fast time seems to fly. yet you have always been by my side whenever i needed you.
Thank you for being my shoulder when im down
Thank you for cheering me up when im down
Thank you for being my bolster
Thank you for telling me your feelings
Thank you for being my best friend
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for the hugs
Thank you for the moments you spent with me
Thank you for everything

if i could, i really would. Now, Then and Forever, you will be the only one in my heart. i'll swear it all over again.

will you be mine? Forever?

2010-12-12T06:42:00.000-08:00

You are the only exception.

2010-12-12T05:54:00.000-08:00

i miss you.

i miss how you would hit me and scratch me after

i miss how you would say "im afraid" and want to hold on to me.

i miss how you would tidy my clothes

i miss how you would compliment my looks

i miss how you would hug me ever so tightly

i miss how you would give me a random peck on the cheek

i miss how you would smack me and say ahh haahaa~

i miss how you would ask for hugs

i miss massaging your back

i miss when u touch my eyelashes

i miss playing pepsi cola with you

i miss how we both just sat there silently and fell asleep

i miss singing to you

Im forever yours faithfully~

2010-10-24T23:36:00.000-07:00

2010-10-17T05:39:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to you

2010-10-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

Although we've known each other for about 6 months, you read me like a book. I find myself being completely open with you. From here on i promise to take care of you without complaints and love you with all my heart. I want to be the one that brings happiness and more meaning into your life.
Dear sweetheart. Here's a song to you.
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Hui Li
Happy birthday to you. <3
I love you ^^
Thank you sweet for everything you've done and sacrificed.
I may not be able to give you everything you ask for but i definitely will not give up without trying.
I wish you joy and happiness always. ^^

Fresh Fresh~

2010-09-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

Spent the past 2 days at Sweet's house.. Studying and deviating =x
I really cherish the time i spend with her. Sweet's Papa and mama Zhen Hao.. Bought alot alot food over the days to eat, Sweet also Fei Chang Hao, Give me alot alot tibits and After Eight =DDD HEHE.

Here's a short list that i can remember about my first times with you.
1.You had my first kiss
2.You had my first bear hug
3.You had my first meal together at Japanese street
4.You had my first nose rub
5.You are the first person that moved my heart
6.You are the first person to make me ever so shy
7.You are the first person to change my bad habits
8.You are the first person i ever cared so much about
9.You taught me how to love someone
10.You are the only exception
11.You are the first person to hold my hand
12.You are the first person that we have so much in common with

During this period when we are together. i would like to say...

If you were a cactus, i would endure all the pain just to hug you.
I promise to always be here for you and i will never allow anyone to hurt you.

Hui Li.
I love you.

50 Reasons why i LOVE YOU! ^^v

2010-09-04T04:12:00.000-07:00

Its the new study period...again. And you can say that almost everyone screwed up big time in last week's Excel paper.. What to do.. Shit happens. Changing of topics to Badminton and the better side of life. I wanted to do this for my sweet..random and personal topics are included. Viewer Discretion is advised.
Quoted from my sweet..

Present tense of "I" is "We" & "Me" is "Us"

1. I love it when you know what i am thinking about.
2. I love it when you talk about your secrets.
3. I love it when we both finish each other's sentences.
4. I love the way you look when you wake up.
5. I love playing pepsi-cola with you.
6. I love it when we cuddle together.
7. I love holding your hand.
8. I love how we have pinky promises to each other.
9. I love it when we both can stay up all night to talk.
10. I love it when you want me to hug you.
11. I love your shyness.
12. I love the way we both laugh stupidly for non-stop.
13. I love having hi-5s with you.
14. I love your thoughtfulness.
15. I love how we can talk without speaking.
16. I love having noserubs with you.
17. I love how you fit so perfectly in my arms =x
18. I love drying your hair for you.
19. I love it when im doing something and i naturally think about you.
20. I love squeezing your arm.
21. I love playing "emo" when you say NOP~
22. I love how you want the best for me.
23. I love the way you react when i poke you.
24. I love the way you understand what i mean when i do something.
25. I love it when we both wrestle.
26. I love how you give me support and encouragement.
27. I love how you turn away and want me to pull u back.
28. I love whispering to you.
29. I love giving you morning calls.
30. I love massaging your back.
31. I love the brushing of your hair against my skin.
32. I love how we say. "ALL MINE~"
33. I love thinking about the specials moments when i'm with you.
34. I love how you make me think that anything is possible.
35. I love your spontaneousness.
36. I love brushing your hair for u (even though im bad at it).
37. I love sitting outside waiting for you to complete bathing.
38. I love how you pull me back when i move away.
39. I love the look when you cant finish your drink.
40. I love how we show our affection around everyone else.
41. I love your confidence.
42. I love touching your chin.
43. I love your touch against my skin.
44. I love it when you touch my eyelashes
45. I love pinching your nose for you.
46. I love how my life has changed since i known you.
47. I love taking care of you.
48. I love it when you are happy.
49. I love how you call me your dear
50. I love you for you.

Hundreds of pages pages pages for words.

2010-08-30T07:31:00.000-07:00

ESTASTIC. Sweet!

Re-blogged.

2010-08-28T11:53:00.000-07:00

When was the last time you shed tears not because you were sad but you were afraid.
was it because of fear? was it because of doubt? was it because of love?...

Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive
and still around.

All credits go to whoever created this.

Profound is the feeling of understanding and knowing someone to a certain extent that you will be glad that if he/she is happy, with selflessness and incomparable care
i have talked and somehow gave pointers and consultation to others who have told me that they were in whatever situation. i now find myself in that exact situation. will someone give me consultation?

thats why i fell for you.

Once you were 18

2010-08-25T10:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FENG ZIHAN lol.. =D Hope you had fun today. have more fun overseas.

I seriously didn't sleep for more than 4 hours ytd,suffering side effects of drooling and poor enunciation. i really couldnt speak proper for the entire day.
Dragging myself to school for Swimming training, on an empty stomach. i was like extremely lagging behind everyone. (fail at swimming)
Then headed to lunch and literally ate black chicken rice =x soya sauce overload haha
Project originally planned at lib but some stupid "only uniform" rule kicked us out to the air con area at 6th floor.

Headed down to Cityhall for Zihan's birthday dinner at NewYork x2 i had a crazy whole chicken. pardon me i make a mess of myself when i eat. Sorry about the presents. abit short noticed.. =D

Er..so. i sorta, kinda, mabye like you a lot more than i originally planned.

Between "Straightforward" and "Hesitation"

2010-08-18T08:39:00.000-07:00

Watched YOG's badminton Semi-finals today. seriously i'm in awe on how well they play. they arent even professionals yet. *faints* i'll never get to their level.

Poor Loh Wei Sheng of M'sia. Injured his right heel, and walked out of the rubber set. Respect to him for his never-ending fight against thailand CHALAT (Jialat).

Crazy spectators i must say today. Hell lot of secondary kids too.

Sorry for not updating on my daily expeditions, its just that im tied down lately, plus there's nothing much for you guys. so.. yea,pardon me. =D

If you had one chance. Would you be able to say what u feel like saying? Regardless of anything else, regardless of what was going through your mind. the neverending possibilities and fears that are holding you back. the distractions in your life.

Would you?

I used to say that i dont fear anything.

2010-08-14T02:16:00.001-07:00

Im afraid that i will be ignored one day
afraid that what i do will mean nothing anymore
afraid that i will be forgotten
afraid that whatever i used to believe in isn't there anymore
afraid that i would become someone i'm not
afraid that i would give up fighting

SOT MEH

Answers

2010-08-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

What will you do when u yearn to see her everyday?
What will you do when u think of her when you're awake and before you go to bed?
What will you do when you never thought that you would feel the same way.
What will you do when you never contemplated that she would be very important to you
What will you do when you fall for her?

The answer..

周杰倫 - 好久不見Long Time No See MV HQ (台北國際花卉博覽會推廣曲)

2010-08-07T11:21:00.000-07:00

Two is better than one

2010-08-06T07:47:00.000-07:00

I swear i really hate routines. it just makes everything around you seem so pointless. mabye to the extent that everything is just fake.
not going to talk about whatever happened in the past few days.

Had 5 days of vigourous excercise and yes i am tired. my body cant sync with my mind any longer. i should rest.

I dont understand why certain people can ever live in a world of their own. is it true that they have been through enough of the real world and choose to create a world for themselves alone? Or are they living the dream? *Random*

Very Moodless today during Badminton training today. i am afraid that i may be starting to lose it.

one more thing, Someone asked me. "Yang, Why ah, u like seem so cheerful, rarely see u sad.
Frankly speaking. i do feel sad and angry sometimes. simply put, its because i would never want to hurt anyone. hence that's why i always try to keep a smile on my face.

Mood: HappY

On the sandy beach

2010-07-31T09:58:00.001-07:00

Woke up half asleep today with both legs jelly with muscle aches. ouch... =S
Headed to Sentosa to hang out with Badminton Family! =D came late but the fun had only started afterwards. Dipping into the sea, playing monkey, and truth or dare. more like 100% dares.

I didnt feel good doing that. sorry

Headed towards Vivo on a super packed bus then bought burger king and INDULGED! Shiok haha. Headed to daiso but it was freaking closed. @$%@E#%$.. never mind. i'll go tomorrow.

SKIPPING~

No wordy posts fail lol. i think i should fall over to tumblr. create one right now~

Shuttler Swimmer

2010-07-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

Went down to Simei today for some GEP learning carnival.. but was only interested in supporting alicia's singing haha. OH YEA OH YEA OH YEA HEY~
LOL..today when debbie, huili, zihan,lengchye, ali and i were waiting for the bus.. i just told the gang to walk forward nearer to board the bus later. everyone else thought that the bus arrived and started moving too. like everyone~ seriously it was hilarious, i literally controlled over 20 ppl. =D

Haha, ended up at century square and has popeyes for lunch. Then all the others left and there was Huili and i.. roaming around century sq, tampines mall and T1~ my shoulder hurt from all the carrying. haha and huili was so freaking restless because she wanted a new pair of slippers and shoes so badlyyyyy.

Now that you have them. Be Peaceful =D

EWL-ed then CL-ed then NSL-ed to AMK to get my new nike lappy sleeve =D wahaha love it. gonna show of tmr..

And i am freaking tired.

Run~

2010-07-24T18:44:00.000-07:00

Entire week was kinda like purely fun. Same routine of going to school without learning anything else except from CMB module as usual.
Oh yea, and i caught INCEPTION with Huili,Debbie,Lky LC and Huimin too. The Plot was awesome haha. =D
Skipping to Friday with Badminton training for like finally after 2 weeks since ITESE tourneyy..

Idk but i think im going crazy over Jay chou these days. Random*

Went out ytd with Huili, Debbie, Alex, Kim Zihan to catch The Sorcerer's Apprentice at Vivo. lol Debbie won a free Small Coke =x

catch up with u guys later. i miscauculated. bye bye

=D

2010-07-17T20:21:00.000-07:00

There's nothing to be afraid of.
Behind every dark cloud there's a rainbow.

Dark Skies

2010-07-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

Wherever you are
Where will you be
Are you the same or
Dreamin after waitin only for me
Waiting for love
Waiting for the same or
Dreamin on the other side
Hoping no matter how far I'll find my way to you
Followin a rainbow

Squeeeeezy week

2010-07-09T19:39:00.000-07:00

just another update.
Past week from monday was effing packed. only went to school w/o books as we didnt know our timetable yet. ended up stoning in school for 8hours... totally a waste of time. Monday was hell.
Then came tournament on tuesday. played against College east's 2nd team and College central's 2nd team. won against east's 1st singles but line up went wrong so we lost to them 3-2 instead, then we won against central's 5-0
Wednesday was much better compared to monday. at least our books were there. but somehow i felt lost during the lessons. really nothing. the only good thing there was was the allocation of personal lockers to us. that made me say cool for once
Thursday we played against east's 1st team for the semi-finals. unfortunately brought our lost from 2-0 to 3-0 then we were out. however i am not gonna let them down next year.
Friday was literally full of slacking and walking. i mean seriously wtf are we doing at all? NOTHING and this is how ite students study right. sit in rooms and have our own conversations while the teacher just pretends he doing such a great job. seriously fuck off if you dont want to teach us. its bullshit that they themselves keep saying we are so great at being in ITE but they themselves dont think so. they just are afraid that we realise that we are being regarded as failures by them. tell you what. some of them alreadly do regard us as failures. and we do regard you as failures in teachings too with that miniature brain of yours.

KeyWords in a day

2010-07-02T10:05:00.000-07:00

First came the thunder claps
Then fell the rain
Lifting from my sleepy slumber

LOL.. someone was later than me today. Moreover travelling via cab!
nevertheless, we still walked tirelessly in the rain (3 ppl in one umbrella!)
not bad seh, very efficient..
Arrived finally(i did not mislead ok!) at cuppage centre for Pontian Noodles cum graffiti cafe for our long awaited lunch. tried their peach milk for 1st today. Loved it.
Then we headed out towards cineleisure to hunt for movie tickets. unfortunately. both shows 9temples and toystory 3 were almost sold out. only left front seats. SIAN. Dont worry i am not Depressed over not being able to watch my Toystory.
Ended up going towards Zara and F21 mega outlets at 313, managed to see a lovely blue shirt but too expensive lol. it was considerably nice. However i dont think i got chance to wear.

Then we challenged each other to see who would be tired 1st. This time, no clear winner yet. The challenge is still on till we meet again.
Walked a mile back to FarEastPlaza and shop like mad. however sadly. J still didnt get to catch her eye on any pieces of clothing.
Oyster mee sua,fried mars balls and more peachmilktea and of course pictures..(in Joline's canon)

Theres Still more.... checked out Taka's Zara outlet after sweeping clean FarEast.
Again Beautiful range but lack of sizes as usual to the disappointment of joline. Dont Sigh ok? you'll find better clothes someplace else.
Then came the aroma of delicacies of the foodfest @ taka talking's hall. Tonnes of delicious but freaking expensive cakes and delicacies... we ended up settling for EBET's meatball pan-fried dumplings, a very milky mango pudding and horrifyingly sweet chengting.. slurp.. saw a few freaking cute babies along the way too. " Yo Baby!" *bite of their heads*
Came a short interval where we caught the 1st half of Ned versus Brazil. very exciting match haha. until a spectator even shouted shoot..shoot..shootla! fuck you! LOL at his engrossment. Tsk tsk.
=D
sian ah come home still have to finish my case study.. with an lazy attitude.
i felt much better after everything.
Enjoyed today WAHAHAHA..

Song for tonight. Everybody's changing by KEANE

Repeat-Current Song

2010-07-01T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hello people. =D
My mind is still in a blank.
I will do whatever i am told to.
Sorry if my face never shows a smile.

NUA

2010-06-26T10:13:00.000-07:00

I am so ever freaking lazy to update this wall.
*Studying*

Somewhere up high.

2010-06-21T06:32:00.000-07:00

I
Missed
Genting. =D
LOL. but everything's the same. i still can find my way around with my eyes closed.
1st night, Kenny Rogers! if you ever go there. please dont worry about forking out 100+ RM cause its freaking worth it...
Went to shop like mad but only bought a shirt and jeans and gifts back for people.
*Clothing very expensive la*
lazy to upload photos but you can see them @ my fb page.

Everything's the same back here except for the fact that there is ZERO progress on projects. WTF are we all doingggggg... this time, die for sure.

Days ahead are piled with Work, Training and more work. dont even know how to start on the project at all.

How come history is repeating itself. *faints* its not that i dont want it but i dare not face it.

Saw Kim Jie's lookalike today.

We Live We Laugh We Eat.

2010-06-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

Taking wrong directions aboard a bus is just so silly.
Especially after being distracted.

Almost spilling everything on the floor is more silly.
Especially after saying "let me handle it".

Being laughed at for 60 minutes consecutively is just hilarious.

Leaving this space empty for now.

THE CAGE

2010-06-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

32Hours is all i have left before i leave.
Had alot fun today thanks to Khairul (Big Brother James) for organising Cage. Extreme fun while playing with others people for the 1st time.
Apologies to sano for always snatching the opportunity to score from him. Next time i set up for u. =D
Somebody skipped worked again. Not good ah. later boss thinks you are the lazy type.Must have more responsibility ok?

Going crazy soon. PROJECT PROJECT PROJECT.

Lastly. Eh Uncle. Throat Cancer, Heart Attack one? =DDD

HOLI DAYS

2010-06-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

A month of holidays and changing of campuses to cck.
A month of badminton training and pushing my physical limits.
A month of Work, studies and Projects to be completed.
A month of Enjoyment, Events and Fun.
A month of emotions
A month of coincidences

I hope nothing bad happens.
I hope i can see you still, my brother.
I hope i can still protect you.

not being emotional =D
I am going overseas soon.

IM BACK

2010-06-04T10:02:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys I'm back =DDDD after 2 stressing and tiring weeks of preparation for exams and tests. i finally felt back in form today after thursday's totally moodless training session. and i am so sorry to have made you ask me, "Yang, u alright? why so sad"
LOL. and i would always give the same answer, "NO la not sad, I'm thinking" or "I'm just tired"
i actually was.

I am gonna push myself again. at least i hope something good will come out of it.
if only i could control the expression on my face. maybe im naturally not able to carry a smile. I'll try my best. =D

HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you so much.

as a friend

Fucking Bored

2010-05-28T09:26:00.000-07:00

BORED. to death. i just want to go out and move. but i cant. studying and badminton is all in my head now. i feel like a robot.everyday just doing everything all over again. i dont even feel like blogging anything at all. it just seems stupid. everything i do just feels stupid. i am not being crazy or going through a rough time. it just what i feel, and i am perfectly alright. what's wrong is that i cant control myself.

2010-05-25T09:01:00.001-07:00

Evening. just came home from badminton training lol. 3 vs 1 again. always kena play. huili u very happy right!. lol. abit shocked when heard about what almost happened to you this morning. must have a bodyguard la. =/

having tournament 2mr afternoon in sch. and i forgot my shoe. -.- faints. plus i have to burn my own body oil to study until at least 2am~. GPA 4.0 chiong ah.

When you say something, no one bothers about your intention. what matters is how others take it. they have the right to presume what you are actually meaning. be it meant as a joke or not. so mind what you say. dont just shoot what you like whenever you like.
*random*

Always make your opponent hit another shot.

koko crunch, honey stars, corn flakes, milo, fruit loops, kellogs rice biscuit.

2010-05-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

Had some Community chest carnival today, wasnt bored to death but in fact i was pespiring torrents until some kind soul passed me a fan. And im so sorry i almost lost it. who asked me to be sympathetic enough to pass it around when it meant so much to you. Even though it was found back. im still sorry =D
Eat less eggs ok? for your own good.

bev test 3 studying in process. i am not clever please stop thinking so highly of me

2010-05-19T06:59:00.000-07:00

S.I.C.K
but im loving the feeling. cos i would drag myself up everyday just to go to school.
Due to the fact there are so many people out there that just brightens up your day. it makes you feel that you are something to them. and i would just want to give them all that i ever can just to show my gratitude.
its something called unconditional love.

My life is a routine

2010-05-16T08:28:00.000-07:00

Firstly, i wanna reply to all the peeps who have asked me this.

"yang, who you like? "

my reply, if i ever said a different answer. here is my final answer. No i dont =D
sorry to disappoint hahaha

Taking stress to a different level, with project deadlines nearing, tests coming in a barrage, exams in no further than 3weeks and badminton tournament in a week. if i manage to pull this off, i could call myself a robot. =x

i do post random things now and then. one more thing, if im kinda unable to update my blog, im just 8 numbers away. and i would gladly pick up to talk.

i am not fierce

Good Luck to you guys for keeping up during this crazy period. dont give up. <3

2010-05-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

i just hope that everything will be fine. i'll pray if it is what it takes to make anyone and anything better.

Just Another Feeling

2010-05-09T06:40:00.000-07:00

I just want to see you.
I am not saying i like you
I don't have the ability
I am not asking for attention
I miss everyone.
I love school *random*

2010-05-07T05:16:00.000-07:00

Conclusion...
Soya Bean makes me sweat like there's no tomorrow
I should not run out from class as mdm hasnah knows if we are sneaking to buy food.
LOL and,
i skipped badminton training to watch ipman2 today. goddamn i wanna fight like that.
piak piak piak was all i heard when donnie yen hit his opponents. =D
and the weather is freaking everchanging, for three weeks now it always rains during PE lessons. does the heavens have a grudge on our class or something, or does it rain just to keep us all together, i dont know. but i hope so.

i dont know but i just keep stretching my neck muscles to look out for... AHEM *coughs* you whenever i have breaks.

HA WHAAAAASSSSUUUPP~

2010-05-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

Back from camp.2D1N but equivilant to 2years of fun and memories. although we didnt win with the most points, we got the most laughter and chemistry, and arguably the best clap and semi-cheer that made other classes copy us. whatever~ clap WHAAAASSSUUPP =D
whole day filled with eating eating eating, sitting down to cheer, and games games games. loved our teamwork.

Really was too short for the camp. enjoyed everymoment from arriving with a sleepy head to performing dikir barat and leaving tired but with a 2.4km wide smile.

Love you guys.

2010-04-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

<3 H-A seriously, everyday is filled with tonnes of laughter, noise and more laughter and noise.
Every other second when we cooled down and was about to be serious, johnson would bloody well make us crack again. "idiot"
Lunch Break at 10am, went to eat kfc's am breakfast for the 1st time. The Waffles are seriously sweet. Gonna eat them again sometime. =DD and some people just caught tune of the radio in kfc and started going.... " gimme gimme more Gimme more gimme gimme more, or Why do you have to go and make things so complicated but the best i loved was, Baby, baby, baby oh ~ *Giggles*

really DBT them. Cannot wait to see them tommorrow

It starts again.

2010-04-09T09:21:00.001-07:00

Damn. how long has it been since i visited this blog of mine.its 10th april and school's gonna start in 2days time. new environment, new teachers, new way of life, new friends, new problems too, but some things just stay the same don't they.

I WILL miss having our usual 100meter dash to the canteen just to avoid the long queues,
I WILL miss how daniel and i would just not pay attention to the teacher and just keep disturbing each other and talking about the randomest stuff we could ever think of.
I WILL miss how we would all walk back to class after our stomachs were bloody full after recess
I WILL miss how meng and i would meet in the canteen every morning to fill our bottles and eat PAU before heading to morning assembly.
I WILL miss taking orders from them who were too lazy to make a trip down to the canteen, Lemon Tea please, Char Siew Pau and mineral Water please, white tea, apple tea, 2slices of bread.
I WILL miss how we will always look forward to PE with Mr Ong and end up playing soccer during free games
I WILL miss how we will head out to hub for lunch or movies after school
I WILL miss Arm-wrestling sessions during ssrp or waiting for teachers to arrive
I WILL miss mixing random chemicals and watch the final product during chemical practical
I WILL miss splitting classes for Maths and Chinese which gave me a break from the torments of Junhao
I WILL miss the after school trips to hub's basement just for that slice of chicken with HanXuan
I WIll miss the class would realise that teachers are always the best and we will show our appreciation during teachers' day and whenever we could.
I WILL miss all the noise that each and everyone would make when something happens
I WILL miss how i and Brian fought in class
I WILL miss those Hand-Slapping games
I WILL miss our Stalling in the Toilet before Hall Assembly just to sit at the back.
I WILL miss how going to subway was the best way to have lunch at $6.50 per meal.
I WILL miss Random Soccer sessions after school at any soccer court we can find, or make =x
I WILL miss how our class were always complained upon and continued to be complained upon.
I WILL miss the scoldings of the teachers who were just making me into a person that would be liked
I WILL miss how i would always impatiently wait for PE because thats the only time i can totally forget about the woes of studying and let myself go completely and look like i just took a bath always after PE sessions. Cool man.
This list cannot go on any further, it might cause permernant Eye, Brain and Lung Damage.
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Mr Long Winded in reminiscencing Memories of Secondary School Life.
Untimately, i will miss many many memories and stuff, but i will remember them even until the day i die, and mabye after i die. =D Bon Voyage to all my friends, hope you have more fun since the day you've ever known me. Try your best to keep in touch ok? a call in 20years time isnt that hard.knowing me as that irritating kid in secondary school is acceptable. wishing you guys the best in everything.

Cy.

2010-02-15T09:06:00.000-08:00

CNY SUCKS BIG TIME, actually i dont mind but i really have nothing to do but wait and wait and wait.

Going back to my maths books soon, somehow i cant get my studying drive back.
i really have forgotten almost everything.

Stagnant here for now. cherio.

2010-01-26T06:21:00.000-08:00

what did i do wrong? i seem like a total stranger when i see you. why.
i miss when you laughed, i miss when u talked about yourself, i miss almost everything that you do.

who wanna purchase bakkwa can come find me at 313. i'd be glad to cook for you.
and just seeing you is enough. i dare'nt ask for more.

i just cant find the words.

2010-01-13T06:35:00.003-08:00

feeling kinda mixed now. was i crazy or was i just going by instinct? whatever.
good news i'm ending my work at this pharmeceutical company in two days time. and i should most likely look for another job that gives me enough time to study for my maths again.

Yes, i have thought it through and accepted the fact that i have to head on to higher Nitec no matter what, only hoping that i get into hospitality or events management.

nothing much happened today except i cut my finger with the cardboard. again.
till next time.

2010-01-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

I've Failed myself, everyone else, my family, my friends.

enough said, here are my results.

Eng B3
Science B3
Humans C6
Chinese C6
F&N C6
Maths E8

No poly, no appealing,

higher nitec only, hope i still can remain good, and get into poly.

all hopes dashed. not even the mood to confess my feelings, forget it its all over now, i still have to finish this path of mine, be it with someone or alone

2010-01-02T09:39:00.000-08:00

Its 2010, gotta tahan another 365 days of laughter, suffering, pain, happiness, sorrow, delight. routinely woke up on 31st dec 09, went out early to work. SLACKED there for almost an hour, 6bucks easily earned. lol =D
headed over to theresa's until 7pm and rushed over to amk to meet up with cm.

night was crazy, atmosphere was uncomparable. there were so many beauties lol. until derrick and hansen could not resist following one. dragging 5 of us along. ZzZ
well, at least i sat infront of a 12mth old baby who never was tired, wondered if she was on drugs or something. so we all sat, chatted, slacked,i slept to recharge myself and BOOM< there were the fireworks. =D bloody exhilarating

had ultra crowding after the Fworks and we did the caterpillar walk all the way from marina Sq to suntec, from suntec to raffles place to find that cm's pneumothoraX condition was back. almost faint from the pain. carried him like a drunkard and some auntie really thought he was drunk and pulled her daughter away LOL! epic.

crap i should really shorten this wall of text. went to lau pa sat, ate , went back to city hall, trained home slept. end of story. i am suffering from extreme sleep disorder

2009-12-18T10:43:00.000-08:00

Well, working life sucks. big time. i dont even have enough time to sleep every night. plus, i have to eat Old Chang Kee everyday for 5days, it scares the freaking hell outta me. at least im not alone, got cm and derrick to pei me. it seems that you cant even find something to do when your hands are free cause there's literally nothing to be done. crap, what am i talking about.

Caught AVATAR the movie today, describing it in one word. AWESOME.
the effects, technology,emotions used. one-of-a-kind. no wonder it took 8 years to complete.
kudos =D

one more thing. this may sound stupid but it kinda happens all the time in your mediacorp drama shows you know, where the guys fall in love with his friend when it shouldn't happen or whatever.

i think i might be that guy..

2009-12-07T08:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MESELF =D

well, time passes and its 17 years, uncomparable estasticism when all my friends and family sang birthday song to me lol. FIRST TIME OKAY! =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

pictures and cakes shall do the introduction, happenings and, memories

Kai Jie, the HUNGRY cook =D

Random

Daniel doing the honours

some got stuck in my eye~

Linghui =D

The infamous double V_V pose,forget about the mouth part.

FAMILY! <3

Hway Min =D grow taller k

1 mole" thanks to you guys for attending and the wishes, the presents were extremely lovely and i will never forget the times we spent together, that is until i step into the coffin. =D LOL

2009-11-20T09:00:00.001-08:00

Class chalet took place on e 16th till 18th, well summarising it in 2 words, FUCKING AMAZING.
gonna miss all the times we played laughed together, gave each other nicknames and chiong-ed psp in toilets and afterschool. threw our chairs and tables all over the place.... damn.

thanks for all the memories. =D we seriously gotta keep in touch man.

2009-11-12T07:08:00.001-08:00

5Yrs of studies has been proved. its all over now.

something really bothers me. or am i just too paranoid. i dont know. most probably its post exam trauma, where all the craziness comes in when its over.

hope im not thinking too much.

2009-11-07T07:20:00.000-08:00

English is over

Maths has finished

Humanities has been done

Sciences are almost there

Chinese is reciprocal

Food and Nutrition is pressurising

I dont know how extreme judgement can be clouded, until some cant even see their hands.

but i know that you are always in the control of what things are going to turn out like.

I dont understand how things are just beyond your control

but i know that you have the ability to change it.

There are only two things that i dont understand.

Why do we not use our hands instead of our minds to take control of what we do.

Why do we not use our minds to change the things that are our of our control.

fuck those lines.............

Hate missing all my daily trips to the street court to relieve stress. i mean real stress. bottled up until buay tahan. well. at least its the last time you write a compo, apply quadratic formulae, factorise, infer from the sources, use provenance, cross-refer, remember acids and alkalis, mole concepts, test yourself by remembering formats of letters, and all the crappy stuff behind food and nutrients. so it makes it seem all worthwhile.

well, may want to have a bbq party for ya guys to celebrate my birthday so just gimme some time to organise.

lastly, WOO, ctr 360 futsal is here, love the Maestro II on it. =D

2009-10-18T10:03:00.000-07:00

Graduated last thursday, well all great things have to come to an end don't they, but im sure better things will come. 5 years zoomed past and i come to think that what i done or experienced was just not enough. i want more. cant really bear to leave my friends. i mean, we've gone through so much together and i'd really not know how to go on without you guys. hope that you enjoyed the times we experienced laughter, sadness, anger, gaining or losing stuff together.

2009-10-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

What else can i do these days but study? everyone i know is going throught the bloody same dilemma as me and its all due to the excessive pressure that we are placing on our brain cells.

nothing much happening these days, so stop asking me whats up. nothing's up at all.
so its study and mugging non-stop till end of the tunnel

Esplanade lib and my sg flyer,, bloody tall structure =D

2009-09-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

Lovely, Hilarious,Frightening and GORY

2009-09-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

TOTALLY GAY, I WAS FORCED you can see. oh dammit.

WHAT THE FCUK SERIOUSLY, DANIEL look at yourself.

more and more results again today, not lovely passing results of course, 1000% below expectations, if these were for my O's i would most probably rather kill myself. some humans in the world are suprisingly wierd, like those who would have more than like 5 names to different people, "David, so called jesus, god, death god and what "Hei Ren" geez... what it the world coming to =/

we name him Z Stalker...

2009-09-22T06:16:00.000-07:00

Really sian after receiving my prelim results la. bloody hell i rather not get them back at this rate. it wasn't like i did not put in effort at all, studied and memorized. but still get this in return. anyways, went to pepper lunch for the first time, "heavily influenced" by LUOHAN linghui i guess. ( ITS YOUR FAULT) but it was sumptuous. =D

just ranting all about how unfair the world is..... they usually say banana efforts get you bananas and durian efforts get you durians but i put in fucking lot of durian seeds and i got grapes. SCREWED~~

2009-09-20T11:35:00.000-07:00

Prelims are over, but the real deal is coming in 35 days, dammit i wish i had more time.
just bought my barca jersey and wore it just now while watching ManU vs ManCity, had to say that was the most exciting match ever, manu scored then mancity equalised, MU scored agn and MC =lised once more, MU Lead 3-2 then MC fought for 3-3 at 90minutes, OWEN saved MU with 96th minute goal. totally sensational, amazing match, =D meng, hansen and i were really sweating after the match was over, too hyped.

loved the food at Astons.

2009-09-14T05:26:00.001-07:00

STAGNANT UNTIL FURTHER NOTIC#E =D

2009-09-05T02:00:00.000-07:00

Well, went out with Cm and derrick yesterday to bugis then iluma, met honyun, wendy and fishball(zoei)...

going out with them later again.

ROTTING MY WEEKEND away. and btw F&N paper was kinda hard. cos i did lost about 12marks.

i hate weekends and soccer now.

2009-08-28T07:20:00.000-07:00

Eng paper 1 was suprisingly fruitful today. well managed to write a story bout a young child with a big dream which he found happiness in, not gonna divulge what i wrote yet but i'll show u when i get the paper back. Fingers crossed.

English oral made me fucking nervous.there were two causasians as my examiners..... made my hands were really cold and i just kept quiet waiting for my turn. really having mixed feelings still on how i did. just give me a decent enough mark.

destressed by kicking soccer until i got injured, Again.. well or else i wouldnt stop. so yea,

My dream Ball...

2009-08-22T10:34:00.000-07:00

watched "up" today with family, lol nice and touching movie ending was a little abrupt.
ate then went home to watch manu Vs Wigan. man u won 5-0 =x hahaha

F&N coursework is over. now time for english oral. Best of luck to me.
nothing much to say except that i really miss school now.

2009-08-19T09:30:00.000-07:00

D7
Enough Said

2009-08-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

Scary Looking Right. most people would think of this movie as a horror like ghostly movie but.. it isnt like what it seems. well not going to be a spoiler so you should just catch the movie sometime, its worth watching. rated 4 upon 5. =D
well i have poor luck today too. haiz.

2009-08-16T01:26:00.000-07:00

The weekend was totally crammed up with studying revising studying and just revising. Cant expect more right =x. well at least after this week is over, i'll have gotten rid of two bloody burdens,and not being afraid of showing off some attitude. after school starts again tomorrow, hope to catch "where got Ghost" with someone i hope..

Talk about conducting electricity, i got tortured while daniel had his jest moments.

Weeellllll, finishing off with my new shoes,cost me $92...... BLOODY EXPENSIVE.

2009-08-11T02:12:00.000-07:00

Today was simply... BORING didnt feel so good but still went to school with a OBstinate runny nose. just keeps flowing and flowing throughout the day until this very moment. damm.
Kena scold by ONG cause i chased him when he was lecturing some sec 2s. Wasnt anywhere cool.
School ended very quickly today and just came home. left Cm to go pair up with his other... they watching UP lei. in 3D!. =D sweet hor.

happened to drop wendy's and zoei's bottle today lol.. Apologies.
P.S ( it wasn't my fault)

2009-08-06T09:22:00.000-07:00

F&N part B is over, but still having that stupid part A on my mind. and i dont have the stupid mood to do it.
well, no movies cause there aren't any nice ones now. well going to play mahjong and study at Gh's place tomorrow..

quote of the day is... shake and pssssttt lol.

2009-08-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was just just just the wierdest day of my life, nothing happened during lessons, and the atmosphere was totally hollow.
stayed back for F&N Ec till like 4 plus, went to gym and went home. until that stupid thing happened during dinner when i was out with Cm ans hansen. fuck.

please please allow me to get back my own freedom and life. when all was just sch,soccer,studies and sleeping. my brain has the capacity of four, i cant give up four for one.

douche~

2009-07-27T05:58:00.000-07:00

Back once again and not with very much to say, life's bad.. really bad now, failed mock exam for maths AGAIN.. seems indifferent to me. watch aaron kwok's Murderer and it was very very intriguing until the ending. the twist made me feel i was watching some episode of jeff dunham or something. bloody hell...

Well, heres the poster of his movie, rated 4 upon 5.. by me of course. =x
last thing, RETURN MY 10Bucks to me daniel. dont forget.

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye

2009-07-23T08:13:00.001-07:00

past few days slogging out just for my f&n. kinda neglecting my other subjects.. and my blog..
well nothing much happened though, just watched harry potter with Gh and Weejie, was kinda boring cause much was cut off. surprising thing today is that we left F&N ec earlier than expected. went hub to eat after walking to mac, pepper lunch, and thinking of going to sumo house. my eyes played tricks on me too, i swear i saw the bus arriving and i "usain bolt"-ed to the door but nothing was there. -.- WIERD.

well nothing much to say but going to CATCH "murderer" 2mr. use Net catch hor. =x

2009-07-17T05:06:00.000-07:00

had f&n practical today again. almost screwed up but managed to complete it faster than scheduled. lucky, but stayed back in sch to wait for Cm to complete cause he was 2nd batch.
went to hub to makan subway with Hx,Cm dancer...but the stupid person anyhow wrap my sub till it all fell apart. the wrapper jin thii looong ah lol. (only for ppl who understand) =x

totally shag. going sleep now

bye bye bye bye bye bye

2009-07-13T05:58:00.000-07:00

At least i got something out of today's trip down to suntec after Oral with CM and Hx.

Very very disturbing idiots... and its all dan's fault for not wanting to come. u wan go out with M_YB_LLINE right.. idiot. bought a super cheap nike shirt that i eyed for forever. $24 nia lei. half price!!.. siao right. =/

well nothing much after that. take mrt home la.

and just to show something random...

2 deprived of childhood idiots. Oei Hx where's your pic tgt with Cm.. urs more lame =x

2009-07-12T05:24:00.000-07:00

Great... i deleted my previous post by accident. =/ well not much of a difference anyway, havent been updating this page for like ages now.
And its not cause im lazy or any stupid reason. it was just that i was purely busy. SERIOUSLY, and all the fault goes to F&N.. what else? damm.
well, my o lvl's chinese scheduled for tomorrow and i dont seem like i am very nervous when i should be, guess im really indifferent to pressure.
had to wish sharon tay happy belated birthday here. sorry here's your imaginary cake. candles not included.
well hope all goes well tomorrow and would wanna catch haunting in connecticut asap. love it.
and had 5B's class outing on youth day at seoul garden LOL.

Cm was the winner of 5 scoops of ice cream in 1min and 2secs lol.

Let the pictures talk

size does matter

Fiq and HULK

eating snealily

what's with that face?

well, caveman. =x

no attention at all

somehow i find this disturbing lol

cartoon?

WTF? likethis also wan take

now that's a ghostly encounter

thaT'S all bye bye bye bye bye bye bye

2009-06-27T23:33:00.000-07:00

WAaaa WTF sia.. 2mr sch's opening already? it didnt even feel like it was 1mth at all. dammit it felt more like just a normal weekend.... zzzz but had great food 2days ago at seoul garden, with cm and company and ate loads of chicken and more chicken. but me and Derrick got cheated of out cheese filling in our sausages, it somehow flowed out into the soup making it real cheesy. =x

went down to sinming to play soccer till 9plus then went roaming about to prank ppl by throwing boxes and some stupid things at some private condo. zZz. it wasnt me k.

took 132 to hub then 24 home. Crashed

2009-06-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

Holidays are coming to a dead stop soon. once its over. gotta grind my guts out for my O lvls. damm. really hate the way life has to be. well. past few days finally escaped the clutches of F&N, finally, went slacking around bishan amk bishan again.. and had tennis with CM and HX today. won CM 6games to love ^^
waiting eagerly for transformers revenge of the fallen to come out this wednesday. gonna catch the first show! damm, my friend is mad bout megan fox. although "she's" not really a she.

well gonna stop this walllll of text here. off to sleep ----O

2009-06-15T06:53:00.000-07:00

Life is in a mess right now. no comment at all and please dont ask me why, cause i dont have any god dammed idea either.
i really need some time now.
Drag me to hell was cool.....

2009-06-11T05:18:00.000-07:00

OH FCUK... past few days totally working on my F&N until i forgot so many important things to do.. forgot to buy a friend's present, forgot to meet sunny, did not pass some magazine to my cousin. really slapping myself now..
i managed to rush out some uber procrastinated coursework but made 4 ppl disappointed. how great is that.. enough said i need some rest now.

2009-05-28T07:29:00.000-07:00

Wow, my blog's really stale, great news, escaped the clutches of the principal but still gotta see chinese HOD cos i flunked really bad, LOL. nothing suprising cause it would be a miracle if i passed.

Been crazy over subway these days, although its kinda burning a hole in my wallet i keep eating the stupid value meal $5.90..

and the weather is really scorching, more like we're in a oven. literally, din catch much sleep ytd so i'll end here. Barcelona FTW =D haiz gonna save 150~160 bucks just for Messi's jersey. \

cya guys

2009-05-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

Damm, im really becoming a bludge these days. studying lesser, eating more fast food, cant really help it, mabye its caused by the exams i guess. anyone out there doing the same? mabye only my classmates. =/

uninvited was twisted in a kind of way, did not really understand the show until the last few scenes where the mystery unfolded, and we all went ORH~~ that how it goes.. CHEY lame show la. blah blah blah. LOL, ironic thing is that the lead actress is in fact the one that caused her sister and mum to die.

yawn, nothing to say for now. its getting really boring here.

2009-05-07T01:45:00.000-07:00

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Sidetracking... my blog sibeh cham lei. if any1 views please link.. CHAM LA

2009-05-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

Hmm, Congratulate me on my blog updating, having my 1st link from sunny ^^ haha thx lots

Didn't attend school today, wanted to study and revise by myself at home but an 10.30am call from form teacher accompanied with reprimanding words made me think bout what went wrong, haiz, well, nevertheless i still managed to get most of teh way to answer SBQs
and not forgetting my chem practice papers and all.

i admit skipping sch is really boring but it worked out much for me, at least i wasnt distracted by talking and i although i used the computer is was solely for the pleasure of my ears. no games nor surfing. only music. =x TRUTH!

well going back to sch tommorow to talk more because its so damm inevitable, and another scolding of course. But no morning asslembly yea. cool. H1N1 a.k.a Swine flu is getting us really panicky. hope everyone's gonna be alright. remember to drink your H2O.

catch ya peeps later! =D

Leaving this for now
Yang

2009-05-03T09:27:00.001-07:00

Virgin post of my blog

Went to sweat it out on the courts with Meng,Derrick,ah Jia0 (a.k.a. Gerrard)yonghan,ChinLeong (a.k.a. Fabregas) LOL =x and keith played against some super speed team from ACS barker, must have been teh ciggs they smoked and a totally whacked out thailand team. Foreign talent eh. ended both matches on a great note, saved some pretty sweet balls there. with the sensational block from ah Jiao my best defender and the clumsy yet pin point shooting meng. love playing with them, just gives me the motivation.chilled by eating dinner at kopitiam just below my hse and glue-ed our eyes to the match against liverpool and newcastle. Liverpool won 3-0 =D , challenged derrick to PES and lost of course. hahaha. 3-0 too. have to improve my skills there.

its kinda wierd on how things seem like crap, just like your parents scold you for the slightest reasons.

but it seems stupid after a while. when you're old enough to prioritise. anyway all that's unnecessary, dont wanna make my 1st post sound so emotional. catch ya peeps later

Leaving this for now.

Yang