Tuesday, January 26, 2010

what did i do wrong? i seem like a total stranger when i see you. why.
i miss when you laughed, i miss when u talked about yourself, i miss almost everything that you do.

who wanna purchase bakkwa can come find me at 313. i'd be glad to cook for you.
and just seeing you is enough. i dare'nt ask for more.

i just cant find the words.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

feeling kinda mixed now. was i crazy or was i just going by instinct? whatever.
good news i'm ending my work at this pharmeceutical company in two days time. and i should most likely look for another job that gives me enough time to study for my maths again.

Yes, i have thought it through and accepted the fact that i have to head on to higher Nitec no matter what, only hoping that i get into hospitality or events management.

nothing much happened today except i cut my finger with the cardboard. again.
till next time.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010



I've Failed myself, everyone else, my family, my friends.

enough said, here are my results.

Eng B3
Science B3
Humans C6
Chinese C6
F&N C6
Maths E8

No poly, no appealing,

higher nitec only, hope i still can remain good, and get into poly.

all hopes dashed. not even the mood to confess my feelings, forget it its all over now, i still have to finish this path of mine, be it with someone or alone

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Its 2010, gotta tahan another 365 days of laughter, suffering, pain, happiness, sorrow, delight. routinely woke up on 31st dec 09, went out early to work. SLACKED there for almost an hour, 6bucks easily earned. lol =D
headed over to theresa's until 7pm and rushed over to amk to meet up with cm.

night was crazy, atmosphere was uncomparable. there were so many beauties lol. until derrick and hansen could not resist following one. dragging 5 of us along. ZzZ
well, at least i sat infront of a 12mth old baby who never was tired, wondered if she was on drugs or something. so we all sat, chatted, slacked,i slept to recharge myself and BOOM< there were the fireworks. =D bloody exhilarating

had ultra crowding after the Fworks and we did the caterpillar walk all the way from marina Sq to suntec, from suntec to raffles place to find that cm's pneumothoraX condition was back. almost faint from the pain. carried him like a drunkard and some auntie really thought he was drunk and pulled her daughter away LOL! epic.

crap i should really shorten this wall of text. went to lau pa sat, ate , went back to city hall, trained home slept. end of story. i am suffering from extreme sleep disorder