Monday, August 30, 2010

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Re-blogged.

When was the last time you shed tears not because you were sad but you were afraid.
was it because of fear? was it because of doubt? was it because of love?...

Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive
and still around.

All credits go to whoever created this.

Profound is the feeling of understanding and knowing someone to a certain extent that you will be glad that if he/she is happy, with selflessness and incomparable care
i have talked and somehow gave pointers and consultation to others who have told me that they were in whatever situation. i now find myself in that exact situation. will someone give me consultation?


thats why i fell for you.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Once you were 18

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FENG ZIHAN lol.. =D Hope you had fun today. have more fun overseas.

I seriously didn't sleep for more than 4 hours ytd,suffering side effects of drooling and poor enunciation. i really couldnt speak proper for the entire day.
Dragging myself to school for Swimming training, on an empty stomach. i was like extremely lagging behind everyone. (fail at swimming)
Then headed to lunch and literally ate black chicken rice =x soya sauce overload haha
Project originally planned at lib but some stupid "only uniform" rule kicked us out to the air con area at 6th floor.

Headed down to Cityhall for Zihan's birthday dinner at NewYork x2 i had a crazy whole chicken. pardon me i make a mess of myself when i eat. Sorry about the presents. abit short noticed.. =D

Er..so. i sorta, kinda, mabye like you a lot more than i originally planned.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Between "Straightforward" and "Hesitation"

Watched YOG's badminton Semi-finals today. seriously i'm in awe on how well they play. they arent even professionals yet. *faints* i'll never get to their level.

Poor Loh Wei Sheng of M'sia. Injured his right heel, and walked out of the rubber set. Respect to him for his never-ending fight against thailand CHALAT (Jialat).

Crazy spectators i must say today. Hell lot of secondary kids too.

Sorry for not updating on my daily expeditions, its just that im tied down lately, plus there's nothing much for you guys. so.. yea,pardon me. =D

If you had one chance. Would you be able to say what u feel like saying? Regardless of anything else, regardless of what was going through your mind. the neverending possibilities and fears that are holding you back. the distractions in your life.

Would you?

Saturday, August 14, 2010

I used to say that i dont fear anything.

Im afraid that i will be ignored one day
afraid that what i do will mean nothing anymore
afraid that i will be forgotten
afraid that whatever i used to believe in isn't there anymore
afraid that i would become someone i'm not
afraid that i would give up fighting

SOT MEH

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Answers

What will you do when u yearn to see her everyday?
What will you do when u think of her when you're awake and before you go to bed?
What will you do when you never thought that you would feel the same way.
What will you do when you never contemplated that she would be very important to you
What will you do when you fall for her?

The answer..

Friday, August 6, 2010

Two is better than one

I swear i really hate routines. it just makes everything around you seem so pointless. mabye to the extent that everything is just fake.
not going to talk about whatever happened in the past few days.

Had 5 days of vigourous excercise and yes i am tired. my body cant sync with my mind any longer. i should rest.

I dont understand why certain people can ever live in a world of their own. is it true that they have been through enough of the real world and choose to create a world for themselves alone? Or are they living the dream? *Random*

Very Moodless today during Badminton training today. i am afraid that i may be starting to lose it.

one more thing, Someone asked me. "Yang, Why ah, u like seem so cheerful, rarely see u sad.
Frankly speaking. i do feel sad and angry sometimes. simply put, its because i would never want to hurt anyone. hence that's why i always try to keep a smile on my face.

Mood: HappY