I swear i really hate routines. it just makes everything around you seem so pointless. mabye to the extent that everything is just fake.
not going to talk about whatever happened in the past few days.
Had 5 days of vigourous excercise and yes i am tired. my body cant sync with my mind any longer. i should rest.
I dont understand why certain people can ever live in a world of their own. is it true that they have been through enough of the real world and choose to create a world for themselves alone? Or are they living the dream? *Random*
Very Moodless today during Badminton training today. i am afraid that i may be starting to lose it.
one more thing, Someone asked me. "Yang, Why ah, u like seem so cheerful, rarely see u sad.
Frankly speaking. i do feel sad and angry sometimes. simply put, its because i would never want to hurt anyone. hence that's why i always try to keep a smile on my face.
Mood: HappY
